Monday, November 29, 2004
mon, 29/11
just a short blog bout today's class gathering before i forget what the feeling is like.. if u ask me to give one word to describe what it feels like to meet so many people u know after being separated for 2 years, i can say: one word is not enough! the feeling is hard to describe in words. out of the class of 36 people, almost half ( or more than) attended. can say the respond is quite good, since most of the malay guys cant make it and then some people were forgotten (sorry the forgottens) funny that all of us thought it was 40 people initially, until aziz told us that its 36 and he cant be wrong since he took attendance for 2 years! haha. the food was quite little... but that's not the important point.. hmm, can say everybody hasnt changed much. sufian was still so big-mouthed and fizah is still with him. then he say he's marrying hafizah 4 years later from now. how sweet! haha. just hope that they will remember to invite me to their wedding then since i've never been to a malay-styled wedding before! then irene and erwan came together and aishah bluffed us that they two were a couple! phuiling and i were so shocked initially. naughty aishah! haha... the gals went off first. i stayed with the rest till bout eleven then my parents came to fetch me. was chatting on the beach with the rest of the gals when the clouds parted and the moon came out! oh my it was simply beautiful when the moon shone such a shiny path on the water surface! so pretty! then irene forbade us to take photos but jae took a snap all the same. going to ask jae to send me that photo and also the rest of the photos we took.
i'm just glad i went to this gathering and met everyone... it was certainly worth it, the bbq. sometimes its hard to imagine that two years have just passed like that... time really flies. thinking back bout the time when i first entered sec school and everything was so new... now everybody has their own aspiration and everything. just hope this could at least be a yearly event so could see how everybody is doing. well, if nobody organize then i just have to do it next year... haha. if the lazy bug has not eaten too much into my brain then. :P
really tired now. (time is almost 1am). time to ZZZzzz (or is it continue my tapes?) and tomorrow still going out!
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sun, 28/11
been going out non-stop ever since the last paper... actually havent really stop and have a good rest yet. when i'm not outside i will be catching up with my drama series... two more tapes to go!
yesterday went changi point for dinner (or supper? not sure) and after that took a stroll at changi beach. it was a clear night and i saw so many stars (for a city like singapore)! it was so beautiful! with the moon shining brightly and with the stars as decorations, dotted here and there over the deep blue sky... then saw this weird woman sitting on a small chair with her two puppy border collie (cute!) in the middle of a dark lane. the lane was soooo dark and there she was sitting there. looks like she was waiting for somebody. and the sea was beautiful too. it was certainly different from the morning sea. the night sea (because of the moon, i guess) seems to be shining brillantly, like having crystals there... so pretty... maybe tomorrow bbq i would be able to see the pretty sea again. i think tomorrow's bbq will be quite a success. many people seems to be able to turn up... just hope that aishah will bringing a radio and camera.
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Saturday, November 27, 2004
fri, 26/11
switched on my phone when i woke up this morning and i saw a msg by irene. was surprised by her msg. she, aishah and hafizah actually had planned a bbq for the class as a gathering and also to celebrate ms low's retirement! and its this coming mon too! haha. to think at the class website we are still at the discussing stage only! can only say thumbs up to irene! she the best at organising this kind of thingy. just glad somebody took the role from me. i'm a bit lazy to do this kind of organising thingy. cant wait to go and meet everybody. miss everyone (ok, not so) especially irene, aishah and pl! have been having dreams about them (and me) having fun so frequently nowadays. thinking back its silly of us to fall apart that time! but i'm just glad we grow closer after this and also learn to treasure each other more! but why it isnt so for every incident that is like this? just hope that everyone have not changed much! haha. anyway, love having bbq in chalets. going to chalet and having bbq is nice! under the stars with all the nice food! maybe should ask dad to book a chalet too...
just miss those secondary school days where everyday will be just laugh and laugh. we laugh bout pl's super cold jokes and also mine sacarcism (sorry irene). and also there is pl who is there to discuss drama with me and aishah to talk bout animals. can only say they understand me best...
talking bout understanding me best... i think gina (miss her) is good at that too. sometimes i really wonder why she knows what i am thinking ALWAYS. brillant her. will have to meet up with her sometime to talk about her 'magic power'. haha.
today finally have time to get down to setting up my hamster webpage. done bout three pages already. hope to complete a few more pages first before hosting it...
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Thursday, November 25, 2004
thurs, 25/11
finally the last paper for a-levels is finished today! (^o^) felt that a large burden is let off me... of course, the real horror only begins when i recieved the results. like one pile of shit coming to me. haha.
want to take neoprint with the gals today. funniest part was when i poked sq. thinking bout it still makes me wanna laugh. haha. then this fastfood restaurant cleaner cut both my legs with the cardboard. till now it still hurts! :/
still got tons of drama for me to catch up. really have to finish 14 episodes of hidden treasures in bout three days. whew! then gigi and bowie got the 'my most favourite actor/actress' during tvb anniversay. ron got 'most improved actor' award. felt so happy for them! but got lots of people say gigi don deserved the award... hope everything will be ok for her soon...
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Friday, November 19, 2004
dissappointed with u, u know. :/
watched this channel u programme. this old indian woman was paralyse in the lower half of the body because of a illness and so she has to crawl to get around. due to this illness, she cant go out and could only stay at home with her two cats. her only son whom she loved dearly actually abandon her. so what she does all day long was to long for her son to come back to her. weird that some people could actually be so heartless. her story was published on the newspaper and people who read that she kept two cats in her hdb flat (which was not allowed) actually complained to the autorities to have her cats taken away. now this old woman already losed her only son, why cant the people be more sympathetic towards her and let her have the cats to keep her company? she can only go out once every three months and everytime when she has to go back home she feel very troubled cause she cant stand being cooped up all day long. :( feel so, so sad for this lady... how can the son have the heart to abandon his mother? she even said at the end of the show that her door to her house will always be left open for her son and that she will never blame him for leaving her. its just so sad. the mother is so forgiving towards her son yet... hope her son feel remorse and return to take care of her.
guess i flunk phy paper again. well, what else is new? haha. at most next year return again. what i fear most is not getting back my shit of a results but is the interference of everyone. like last time o-levels calls keep coming in from relatives to advise me to go where. i hate that. i know they have my best interest at heart. but that doesnt neccessary mean it will make me happy. being happy is where being alive is about, right? i dont really like it when they come into my life and keep telling me to take this or that. like asking me to take languages cause it will be useful and i will make big money in the future with this job. guess they will flip over if i tell them what i want to do is just help animals. haha.
finally left only two more papers to go!
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
short blog
just a short note before i logged off the computer. :) took down the music for my blog today. wonder why but the music was spoiled. keep on stopping here and there when i load the page. can only repair it after my a-levels. maybe even a new blogskin! but quite statisfied with this one thou... full of my favourite color: pink! might be a bit childish but hey, who says a 18-yr-old cant like stuff kids like too? there's no age limit! haha.
talking bout childish... feel like watching the movie polar express. it opens on 25/11! just on the day of the last paper! thinking of watching it as a celebration. but still have thought of asking who to go with me. like the gp paper 2: i'm too spoiled with choices that i dont know who to chose!
finally got lh's hp no.! been wanting to get it but keep forgetting or don have the chance. now can msg lh... but guess i won msg unless necessary.
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
tuesdays do have blues too...
chem paper yesterday was okay. in fact, i feel that i could do with a good pass for that paper... all thanks to mdm ler's advice! but maths paper 1 today was... a total flop! counted bout loss of 30 marks. hai~ who else can i blame but myself for not practicing hard for maths. sometimes i wonder what's happening to me? has the lazy bug eaten way too much into my brain? if given the time, i could even spend a day just lazing on the sofa. maybe it has something to do with my low bloog sugar. people (which is me) with low blood sugar gets tired easily, cant skip meals nor stay in crowded places for too long!
bought clubpets from the tampines mart petshop yesterday. here's some interesting stuff i came across:
- there are specially made sushi for dogs!
- humans have adidas, now dogs have adidog! going to buy that shirt for lucky! $12.90 only!
- specially mineral water for pets
- dogs have jewellary too!
pets are certainly having a much better life than humans... if you don believe, you can always interview my pets! haha... anyway, browsing thru clubpets means seeing more stuff to buy for my pets. really have to get that adidog vest for lucky... plus a see-saw tunnel for my hammies to play with. and also the gameboy sp and pokemon sapphire for myself! hai~ so much to buy yet so little money!
oh yar, found slyvia again thru the clubpets mag. now lucky can go to her for grooming! and maybe a chance of finding a wife! :)
looking forward to the end of exams... already promised pl to go shopping with her for her prom nite dress. but she's so pretty anything will look good for her. :P and also go for job interview as relief teacher for tpss with her. well, if i cant get in as relief teacher i would go try out as sales assistant with pet lover's centre... that's certainly interesting. have to meet up with esther, serene and jasmine too. been so long since i see them... miss them sooo much! haha. then there's still the class gathering for ms low and also a maybe one for my primary sch. miss ulfah too. :) looks like a busy shedule? hope that i still have time for my tapes and also helping out at asd! and also looking for places of taking the a-levels again. have to except that fact...
blogging off now. having a slight headache. :<
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
sign!
today was D-day! not wwII but the start of the horrible and disgusting a-levels... first on the menu is gp... guess i won be doing well in this paper too. got a bit fed-up during paper 2 and started to answer in gobbledegok(this word do exist, check up the dictionary!). oh well, i really give...
then got fed-up just now studying bio-chem; all because my hand was starting to ache from copying out all those RUBBISH CHEM NOTES! Urgh... just the start of the a-levels only and my volcano is erupting... just cant stand studying again. maybe if i fail in my a-levels and i will just give up studying and go be a dog trainer or groomer. just not the type fit for studying. I HATE STUDYING! GO TO HELL!
okay, that was a bit violent, but just cant help it. imagine that, all the letting off steam and i'm still feeling grouchy. yuck-o.
and now those rascals outside are making so much noise. why just cant their lazy parents have the head of taking them to the park to play?
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