Tuesday, August 31, 2004
urggh...
whew... its been a REALLY long time since i last blogged! really busy with studies, tv, pets, etc... guess i won have much time to blog after this too (prelims coming)... been wanting to load up so many photos yet too lazy and busy at the same time to do it...like the japanese fishcakes that is shaped like panda and dog, my dog and hamsters and other queer stuff i took with the camera... maybe i'll just setup a webpage after the prelims just for putting up the photos! haha... as if i'm really a great photographer. but that will be after i setup the hamster webpage, i guess... figured out how to load photos already (its quite easy!) and now its deciding on where to host the webpage... and also i have to type out everything in html code... oh, bother!... but i really want to share my teeny-weeny bit of hamster knowledge with people who have the same interest as me... so will plunged into hamster webpage design after my prelims...
of coz, that is IF i survived my prelims... finished reading up on physics, dynamics today and had wanted to start on some tys qns only to realise there could only be one word to describe me with regards to my studies: S-T-U-P-I-D!!! or hopeless could also be a good subsitute... everything looks so difficult, maths too! guess it will be hard to scrape even a decent pass in phy and math... (still haven't the courage to venture into chemistry yet) still, i MUST WORK HARD *gritting teeth* in order to have a shimmering and glittering future... urgh...
and my new tamagotchi conexxion, hmmm... everything's about the same as the previous tamagotchi except of it being able to mate and have a baby. its more interactive now too that it have those random events once in awhile. mine's at generation 2 going on 3 any of these days. must admit its a bit boring thou to wait for it to grow up everyday so i tend to 'help' it. *hehe*
was watching burning flame 2 just now and tang-sir told yan a really nice story:
god(or shen as in chinese) created a human. another one split human into two, a man and a woman. so humans have to spent their lives looking for their other halves. some tried but failed in vain. so those who found each other really have to treasure each other...
well, that was kind of sweet... haha.
tooking bout hamsters, sis reckon she saw a robo mutation in pet safari yesterday. wonder if its the white-faced robos or a really a new coat gene? if its so it will be so exciting! dying to go down to take a look but worried that i might not be able to control myself to buy it if i see it. well, let fate decides then...
yar, and for some things, i've come to two thinkings:
- it takes two hands to clap
- some things are like mirror, once broken, forever broken.
been trying for a while at my part, but things i did seems so futile. sometimes i feel very hurt bout how u react... but i really wonder if u know. maybe its right, its hard to mend a broken mirror. guess i can only let things remind as it is now. don worry, its not bgr, i will not get involve in a bgr for the time being: not mature enough and also no FEEL for any guy yet...(not les! got crush once in a while, but not real ones...)
think thats enough for awhile...
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Friday, August 20, 2004
unlucky day!!
today was so unlucky! my name got scanned again for not wearing belt... it was so infuriating when she told my dad that i've been caught a few times already! now what is this? in addition to this time, i've only been caught twice!!! idiot!
finally went for a haircut this monday...and bought my tamagotchi too! its a baby pink one and its 8yrs old now(okay, i played cheat a little) and is already in the adult stage! hope it have a tamababy soon!!!
watch this movie call ' the endurance' today. it talks about how a man took 27 people with him, hoping to cross the antartic continuent. he failed and the only hope of him was to bring all his men safely back to land. can say he's really a great leader, he was able to inspire, motivate his men when all hopes were almost lost. well, some people are just born a leader while some followers. when a follower is picked to be a leader, its just not suited, people just won listen, follow. anyway, the person was crazy to call the order of shooting all the dogs when food supply was low. don approve of this at ALL.
heard in gp lecture this morning that scientists have been known to inject this muscular gene in pigs and chickens hopping to produce pigs and chickens with more meat. in the end the pigs got so mutated that it couldnt even stand. some might think this is funny, but i think its NOT AT ALL. do u think it will be funny if this were to happen on UR body? its so sick that they didnt even chose to be treated like this, really!
carried muffin yesterday! haha..he's so soft...
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
archived enlightenment...
figure out something today that i should have known bout 4 years ago: what you do might not please everybody, what matters is you are please. yup, i'm getting tired of having to think of whether everyone will be happy if i do this, if i do that. now i realised that i cant make everybody happy, so best is me myself is happy and what i'm doing is not at the expense of others. could have say i've achieved enlightenment...haha
got back our phy prac book today and saw what mr yeo wrote for me at the end of an experiment. he wrote something like believing i could do it if i worked harder... really touched of him to believe in me even though i've been giving him shit results. really, really touched... and really thankful that i've teachers like him, mr ang and ms kwok... they really spur me on... thanks alot!!! no wonder they relate teaching to the starfish story coz its the individual difference that matters...
fed the kitten (called him muffin) after school today and i can say that we really bonded! so proud of him! managed to lure him out of the drain and he ate beside me today. proud that he knows that i meant no harm to him. coz he's still hesitant bout other people. then he was eating halfway when he suddenly went to a nearby tree, dig a hole, pooed, then cover the hole and come back to eat. cute. then he was oh-so-curious bout my shoelace yet still afraid of me. but of course curiosity finally got the better of him... haha. still so proud that he recognizes me!!!!
well, animals, they can do wonders to you. and here's a theory i've worked out bout them: open ur heart to them, they give u a 110% return. open ur heart to humans, 80% at most... sometimes its sooo weird that i could communicate well with other species but failed with my fellowmen... WEIRD!!!
and maybe i should start chanting (or praying) again... aunt says this purifies the mind... making u less of harbouring evil thoughts... not that i'm planning to kill someone or whatever... but its just nice to have a pure, innoccent mind...
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Sunday, August 08, 2004
kind-hearted souls do exist!!!
went downstairs to feed the kitten i saw this afternoon. been checking up on it for two days and it seems that its mummy had abandoned it (or is the mummy hurt?). was lying there, too weak to even sit up when i checked it up this afternoon. this was then i realised kind-hearted souls do exist in sg!!! after opening the can food for it me and sis just sort of stand by it and look. kitten was eating in the drain. guess it was too hungry to bother whether we are dangerous or not. then this malay lady came to watch it eat, and asked whether we provided drinks for it not. then a second lady came, saying that eating out from the can is difficult, and so offer this piece of cardboard and even pour out the remaining food out for it. it was so nice of her!!! she even put her foot in the (dry)drain to get the can food out. ha! both of them were really nice. but wonder why both of them are female?
still wondering if feeding the kitten is a good idea not... since this might means it will lose his ability to hunt for food on its own. but if we neglect it, it might just die!!!
a dog is a man's bestfriend.... there's surely no wrong in this phrase at all. but what makes of a human bestfriend?
a human bestfriend is:
-someone whom u doesn't have to see everyday yet can still feel the closeness when u meet once in a while.
-someone who truly understands u, even when u don even say a word.
-someone who supports ur decision no matter what u do.
-someone whom u can be at ease with when u are with her.
-someone that u can tell ur feelings to.
-someone whom u can have lots of to chat with no matter how long u two have been separated
guess that about summarise how a bestfriend is. of course, everyone have different conception how a bestfriend should be. my expectations might be high, but it doesn't matter, coz it only just needs to be ONE person who have to fit this criteria. really, quality is better than quantity.
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Friday, August 06, 2004
babies!
yesterday was like animal babies day... took lucky for a walk then heard this like chirpping noise. checked it out then realise it was kittens!!! newborn too... eyes are closed and ears was flattened too. it was like such a miracle, to be starring at them. couldnt find them again when i went down later in the evening. and instead i found another kitten.
went out to pass aishah her bday present... hmm... can only say she never change much. heard that she's moving to jurong west! thats like so faraway!
when i went home i found out that sis brought home a hammie baby! haha... it was so cute. reminded me of the time when the four were just born. but its only her friend's... too bad.
today's suppose to be national day. but don really have the 'feel'. guess that after celebrating this for bout 10 years in school the feeling is more or less devoid...
ever have this feeling when u are indeed very close to the person, but in actual fact farawy from him/her? this kind of feeling is so weird... i hate it!
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