Friday, October 29, 2004
ahh!
yesterday chem prac was alright, i guess. at least better than the phy one. but i was bit stupid to do four titrations and also twice of the chem kinetics! scary that its only a few more days to the real a-levels! just feel that i won be able to make it... no doubt bout this... if i really feel i've decided to go private and take the a-levels at june. sign~ all this thing bout studying is making me so tired and sick!
read the newpaper and there's this farm owner that breed dogs illegally and even keep them in cages that are too small for them. when the ava officials discovered the dogs, they are stepping in their own shit and urine. so sad for them...
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Monday, October 25, 2004
blogging with grief and dispair this time...:(
guess this time i really blow it for my phy prac. firstly, i never finish even drawing the graph for question one. which means a LOT of marks is lost, since marks are given based the graph. and to top this on, i asked for assistance for the second question! that stupid DMM... why did it have to have a burning smell when i connected the circuit correcly? why did it function correctly when i asked for assistance? wonder if the DMM can tell when u are nervous, like animals do, you know. or just that it hate the sight of me and so wanted to make a fool of myself. in conclusion, i flunk my phy prac. hope everything goes well for my chem.
there doesnt seems to be much hope for studies. having a premonition that i will be failing my a-levels. wonder if its my luck or i lack the brains for studies. to be prepared for the worse, i've already planned to retake as a private candidate if i failed terribly for my a's. no way am i going back to sr!
just cant wait to go somewhere, some place where the cert doesnt matter, where it doesnt matter which school you graduated from...where only yorur true heart to people and animals count. wonder if this place really exists? maybe it does, just not here...
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
blogging...
took boiboi to bishan park last sunday. went there to see ava's first adoption drive. of course i didnt went there to adopt an animal, just thought of going down to see how the event was. glad to say that a lot of people attended the event. which means that a lot of strays will have new homes soon! happy for them... it was an eye-opener(sort of) to see so many societies in sg that help animals. saw a handsome guy from asd even... :P
then saw the news saying that asd is giving out a reward of $2000 to anyone who see the culprit who poison some strays. just feel that man is crazy... if it just torturing i've nothing to say. this idoit even went to the trouble of preparing food and putting in poison in it? this person should be force-fed poison when caught! might be getting a bit emotional here. but animals are so innocent and harmless to us humans (unless provoke, of course), why should one even have the idea of harming them? crazy!
went to tm to buy some stationary yesterday and took a 'stroll' in toys r' us. was playing the barney's song and suddenly i felt so light-hearted. guess its nice being a child than a grown-up...
guess my head's going bust from all those studying. look at books day in, day out that i feel like puking... worst of all is i've this feeling that i will be repeating. somebody help me! haha.
cookie and er-bao was fighting so seriously last night that cookie's both hind legs are bleeding! have to separate them and worked till 2am before everything was done... just hope cookie's legs will heal soon. but wonder if they can be introduce back again?
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Friday, October 15, 2004
bloggin with gloom
hai~ something really bad happened today! my camera's memory card was spoiled! which means that all the photos taken previously cant be retrieved! my... all those precious captures of lucky and my hamsters in their cute positions. mum say i could just snap them again. but photographing talks bout feeling, u cant just capture a favourite moment twice. i just regret not loading them into the com earlier... especially the cute photo of lucky opening his mouth half-way, making him look like he's smiling... it was a rare capture! but what lost is lost, no choice...(-_-)
watched eternal's ending the second time that day but still feel happy that laiguan and siuhwa are together in the end! find that siuhwa was a bit dumb only to realise laiguan was laiguan at the last episode... but maybe that's what make the show interesting. everyday is so boring now! no 7pm or 9pm show to catch! no goal! no motivation! i feel so drained of energy. only relying on every mon crimson sabre and weekends a case of misadventure to survive. boo. still have my tapes thou. find shirley yeung quite cute in the new drama i'm seeing (hidden treasures), especially when she is angry. of course, on the plus side, no drama means more time to study. boo. and the new 9pm drama seems to be like copying tvb's lian ai zhi you shi. stupid.
was rewatching some videoclips of dif4 and feel so sad for quin and fei for not having a good ending! have this feeling of wanting to rewatch dif4. hai~ miss those jessisca and louis moments. they are just sooo compatible! voted as kh's favourite on-screen couple! pity that they dont have any new works now.
heard the song zhe mo(torture) by 183 club? its not bad.. pity the cd is copy control or i would like to load it up to my blog. cyndi's hua de jia sha is not bad too...
just found out that my primary school's classmates are planning a get-together... haha... its been such a long time since i've seen everyone. wonder how everyone is doing now? maybe i have to setup another class webby for my old class. haha. but wonder who will join?
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
grad day!
today's srjc's grad day... quite sad actually that i wont be able to see those fire-fighters training every morning now. haha. its very cool every morning to drive pass their training base and see them assembling or training... at least it was something to look forward to before school.
erm, the performance was okay. but caroline and i sneak off near the ending and saw this lovebird they put in the cage meant for suggestions... what a cute animal it was! can hear it licking its tongue. hope that today's crowd never scare it thou and it will be return to its partner after today. :)
and thanks for the gift from the gals. will not use the notebook from sq thou since its a pity to write in it. so i'll just keep it. and thanks serene for the keychain, so cute! and not to mention the doggie handphone keychain from mf and caroline. love it! a thousand thanks and hugs and kisses from me! haha... hope u gals like the bottle of stars i give u all... it contains all of my blessings for u all for the future. ok, thats enough of those mushy stuff. hehe.
was scanning thru the camera just now and realise we gals took so few photos together! and i only took photo with mr yeo, and not with the rest of the teachers! how can! lets bring our camera again during the last days of the a-level and take some more photos, k? and not to forget must take neoprint... or maybe lets go out one day just to take photos. haha. but it will be weird to take photos in, lets say, a shopping centre. maybe we should go those tourist attractions then and act as japanese or hongkongers so it will not be so weird. haha. pardon me for thinking sooo far. :P
yup today's the last day of my schooldays in srjc, i'm just glad that all things have a nice ending. afterall, all well's that ends well. erm, i hope that's how this phrase is use. i hope that things are really sorted out between the two gals and us. i don want to leave the college with any regrets. how time flies! it was like yesterday that i just entered and hated the school so much that i want to transfer out and now i've graduated! haha...
just heard the song 'xi shui chang liu' and feel it fits my mood now! got these graduating taste... haha. last of all, i will u gals (and botak!). :P
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Monday, October 11, 2004
blogging again
been a bit lazy this weekend... did only the chem paper only... well, will have to buck up next week. :) just cant unstick myself from my newly formatted com... load up TONS of songs to my media player today... of course that took up some of my time. digging up some cds and listening to my favourite tvb drama songs again and again. so happy! :D too bad phuiling isnt here to share this with me. really have to show her this when she comes my house again.
watched healing hearts last night... didnt watched the ending thou or i would have to sleep at 3 or 4. haha. but i really like the english song in this movie! wonder where i can get it... wonder if anyone was as foolish as me to have watched that movie? that movie had a sad ending :( the op failed and jackied left secretly, leaving tony behind. loved tony leung and michelle reis in that movie, they really have that kind of couple look. and tony was very 'doctor'. haha. just love those shows with professionals..so cool. felt so sad for jackie (michelle reis)...woke up from a coma thinking that heaven would be fair to her, who knows she have brain cancer! then tony have to operate on her some more... :(
managed to upload eternal happiness sub to my blog! felt so proud of myself... haha... schooling tomorrow. urgh... will end off here for the time... long time since i see tvb news.. gotta catchup!
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Saturday, October 09, 2004
i miss blogging! :)
haha... my com is finally fixed and i can blog!(^0^) really missed blogging! well, be mentally prepared, this entry may be super long since i've lots to write! yup, went out just now and finally settled the gifts for the gals on grad day. i will be giving you all something that's handmade, just hope that you all won mind my workmanship thou. (^_^) will be buying cards for the two gals and maybe chocolates for the guys too if i could afford it. erm, think out of 90% probability that i won be buying for the guys... :P
lets see, really must mention burning flame 2 ending! it was sooooooo sad that i teared like crazy! my tears just rolled down when yaoyao sat on her dad's bed and asked nanfeng,'baba shi bu shi yong yuan dou bu hui hui lai le?(dad won be coming home forever?)' it was so heart-wrenching. thumbs up to the director too. he make a good ending thou its sad. like when ji-de's teammates came out without talking or looking at yinyi. really depicted the fact that ji-de had died. but its still such a stupid ending! just when ji-de thought of the answer to the iq question then he had to died. and he died just to save his jerk of a brother and he shouted yaoyao's name when he died... good thing tang-sir was together with yan or i would have slaughter the scriptwriter... haha
got back my prelims results, well, haha... just say that i have to buck up again. really work hard too or else i will be like botak: repeat school. which is something i would never, never do even if i have gotten shit a-levels result. hai, touch wood!!!
went shopping during last fri and saw little Q is out on vcd, really must buy it. but not very fast since i'm really broke now. having to pay for the hamsters' bedding and food and also the tons of class funds! hai, why cant we revert back to the old days where people use seashells as money? like that whenever i'm short of cash i just have to go to the seaside... haha.
seems to have lots to blog down over the week but now my mind is empty... haha... guess i'll blog some other time. going off to watch 'healing hearts' the movie. watching it the third time but still cant get enought of it. hmmm, really pity that tony leung and michelle reis never get together in the end...
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